I have always been the type of person who has made goals and stuck to them. All the major goals I mentally listed have occurred. I feel as if I am beginning to develop a sense of identity through achieving these goals. I feel happiest at these moments in time- where I am living out my goals. I’ve been through a mentally rough time with myself. But I’m happier person now. Sometimes I think I placed these tough times on myself then, so I could be stronger later. Now, I am attempting to make the most of my days. I feel positive about the future. I am focusing on the things that really matter in the long-run. I am writing more; to remind me of my good times- but writing the bad moments too, so I don’t forget how strong I was in overcoming these times. I’m laughing more. I am spending more time with the ones I love. I am searching and I have found beauty in the world. I am regretting my past less. I am happy with who I am in this moment. But in this- there is of course the negative times, the times where I feel useless and feel as if I am nothing in this world. I’m slowly learning to overcome this. I feel stronger mentally and physically. But physically in the sense that my body can overcome weaknesses. I don’t think this is making me an inconsiderate person- but I feel as if I will be able to handle situations in a more empathetic way. I feel somewhat complete right now. I feel a bit strange writing that, because my life is definitely not complete nor set. But I’m content. I’m content with myself.
I literally suckkkk sooo much at making halters omg I’m sorry if I made one I would just stuff it up! ahha xo
Sure, I was thinking of doing one anyways! I’ll probably have it up on the weekend xo